Long distance relationship

Going to japan and meeting tomo is one of the happiest year in my life. Seeing him,living with him,going out with him,spending my whole day and time with him, or waiting him to arrive from work and eating dinner together is my happiest day . Im happy as long as Im with him,and i never feel lonely and alone.

When there's a happiness there is also a saddest part of your life. The saddest and the hardest part of going to Japan is the day when i need to leave tomo and time to go back to Philippine. Its a sad feeling, and its hurt when in the airport, you need to let go off your hands and say goodbye to each other and walk away from him.

Even I wanted to cry when we need to separate, I cant, because I need to accept the reality that I need to go back to my country, the reality that im just a tourist in Japan and cant to stay for long, the reality that tomo is living there, and im living in the Philippine. The reality that we cannot be together everday.

Sometimes, people around me asking  how Im manage to be in a long distance relationship,how I can keep  our relationship stronger and stay our love despite of distance. I admit, long distance relationship is not easy for me, its sad when you see other couple dating and your alone walking, its hurt when u wanted to hold his hand and hug him but you cant, its sad when you miss him but all you can do is looking to his picture and recall your happy memories together, the feeling that you wanted to be with him but you cant. Its really hard, but I need to believe that someday we can be together again.

Sorry, drama mode, but its true.


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